I couldn’t breathe. I’ve found myself disconnected from everyone and everything at a dead end. Whichever way I turned my back was against a wall. I didn’t know what to do with anymore. I’ve tried a lot of ways I’ve known and failed every time. Those dead end streets were turning into darkness. I didn’t have the power to deal with the darkness anymore. Didn’t I dig deep enough as I scrambled? I guess I needed to struggle more to reach the point. That point where all hope is gone and all is dark. And then I met you and just as your name implies Güneş, you shined a light into the darkness that was my life. And it’s good that you’re so bright and shining as I am witness to the miracle. How did you destroy the walls that I thought to be impenetrable? How did you shine so brightly in such unrelenting darkness within me? I am still bewildered. It’s more about telling you now as I know this in well in my heart. Also, if anyone has lost their way like I did, then perhaps sharing my story will help them realize that ARTT is the one way for any and every one to find true happiness in their lives.
With love and endless thanks,