I’m an only child. I had a difficult childhood and suffered psychological problems due to the disagreements between my parents that I have remembered since I was at least seven years old. My mother and father were separated, and my father started to threaten me on the phone because he couldn’t accept it. Threats had become my nightmares and I was constantly in tears. Was my father such a person? I didn’t know how to act. I’ve come to the conclusion that my father served as a painful scar, or wound for me, my whole life. After carrying that burdening pain within me, at twenty I already felt old, powerless and inexperienced in dealing with the challenges of life – I needed help.
Our work with Güneş, was literally the turning point of my life. In the first phase, my sessions about my father helped me to take my fears away, the events were miraculously happening and I was watching happily. The thought that my father was a painful wound in me had left me. My eyes are full when I write these, thank you. No problem is unresolvable. My main concern was not to grow my hatreds or fears and instead concentrate on my wishes. Güneş made me realize all of this with her ARTT technique.
Our work with Güneş showed me that anything was possible. My weakest point was that I didn’t see anything worthy in myself; saying phrases “I can’t do it”, “I cannot beat this’. With such negative thoughts, I had always set obstacles, blocking my own path. I had made these barriers myself, and one by one we tore down each wall in our sessions. Güneş first taught me to recognize and know my true, core self as self-knowledge cannot manage itself.
I’m so peaceful and happy after I finished the sessions. Now I can be useful to all people around me and most importantly to myself with the energy that I spread around me. It’s only been a month, but I know I am forever changed. In all of us, there are times when things get worse, at such times, we will try to find some place inside of us that will be able to withstand. They are these internal resources that we can trust, and can be something useful. Güneş was the source I was looking for to help me discover my own internal resources. She taught me that once I truly knew my core self and directed my life with that core self, that I could make certain decisions by getting rid of my indecision and how to defeat my fears, and not my life.
Thank you again Güneş for everything you have done for me.