Yesterday I had an ARTT session. At some point I felt as if I was suffocating as a result of my subconscious resistance. The things I discovered during the session are wonderful. I learned that I felt that I had to always fight against things because of the responsibilities I felt I had to take care of. Even the way I mess with my hair all the time, had a deeper reason behind it. Near the end of the session, when I was instructed to go towards the right, I came face to face with the blockages in my life. I saw it as a curtain, a rectangle and a cave. I saw birds, and a man tying a young girl’s shoes. One thing else that I saw that I didn’t mention at the time was I saw a mother with a bronze coloured baby coming out bronze colored fire.
What I have logically understood from these images and scenes is that my feelings of worthiness, my lack of self love blocked me and I tried to not love. By the end of the session I understood that all the cycles I had repeated in my life, and the unhappiness I felt were due the lack of motherly love I had recieved. Now I am much better and I have you to thank for it.
Thank you very much.