Life consists of periods, one day follows after another. It is life that people divide themselves into. Open to development, people who are interested in keeping up with the era are always one step ahead, for the rest, it’s just passing days.
I was a very lucky child because my parents were educated. Besides them, the rest of my family was also well educated with all my aunts, uncles and cousins as working professionals. My brother and I were fortunate to live comfortably in wealth and abundance. I never saw pain, hardship, or distress. The only pain I ever suffered was “The Pain of Love.” I had a successful student life, and then a pleasant business life. I got everything I set my mind to. I read a lot, I traveled, and got everything I put my mind to. I read a lot, I traveled, I realised I was still young and had so much more to live in this life.
Years, events, landmark periods, indecisiveness, tides, uncertainties all seemed to bury their weight on my chest; placing a heavy burden right on my heart. Actually when I first felt this, my mother was going to be separated from my father the following night. My grandmother stayed inside the same complex as us, and my brother and I often stayed with her. However, we couldn’t be without our parents too long and would always run back home. The feeling of deprivation first appeared in my small body, and as my parents grew apart, fell out of love, and then their separation all made me suffer. I have never experienced depression similar to many of my friends – I’ve always had high energy and electricity, even if I hit my bottom more easily than my peers.
I was so knotted up, my heart was in my mouth and I felt caught in the storm of excitement. It was my greatest wish to succeed in motivating myself positively. I’ve read so many books for that. One day, I met with Güneş Tan for an interview. We had a pleasant conversation at her house. Her life story was interesting and her talent admirable. She told me about her ARTT method. Mentally and physically, I have received the signals that every problem you can think of can easily be overcome with this method. I have a way to guarantee that health, fate, personality, life can change. I listened, recorded it with my voice recorder. Then this interview was published in our magazine. Years passed, I was a reporter back then, I was promoted to the Directorate of Editorial.
And then once again every morning I began to feel that sinking, aching feeling in my chest. It was hard to get out of bed, and my desire to sleep increased. My desire to go to my favorite work began to wane, and by the evening the feeling that I just wanted to be at home increase. During my work day, I was distracted but as soon as I got onto the service bus, it would knock me down again. This situation didn’t frighten me, but I wanted to solve it. It was an experience that I was accustomed to. I’ve had similar experiences before. The first time, I was eager to get psychiatrist support but when I saw that I couldn’t go beyond what I knew, I gave up. Because the solution was in me, in my brain and in my heart. I found myself next to the specialist who announced every day on the screens that he had found a solution to all kinds of physical and spiritual problems that led to people with different techniques.
Since I was a member of the press, it was easy for me to reach anyone I wanted to. The experts were telling me more about the methods that appeared in our magazines. But unfortunately, the event was over and I could not see the benefit. What I had to make was important decisions about my life, and a situation in which I had to make a choice, perhaps about the small depressions I’ve been through. When I woke up one morning I thought of Güneş Tan. I called, I made an appointment. I went looking for orange flowers because I know the Güneş loves the color orange. But I decided to purple with the color of love and went to the office door with violets. We talked. I told her what I felt. She comforted me by saying, that we could solve it.
We went into a dark room with the curtains closed, and a stretcher-like bed with a table next to it, a tape recorder on the table, empty papers and the chair where Güneş was to be sitting during the session. In fact, I knew what I was going to experience or rather the subject as I had interviewed Güneş years ago, but I was still anxious to know what would happen. Would it be hypnotic for me, would I be conscious, would I be ridiculous, passed out by myself, and what would happen to me? Calmly she put my head on the pillow, and she put on my goggles. I lay there as if I were laying in my bed. At that time the music began, it was if the peace came into the room. She put her hand on my left arm. I was in a bomb with negative energy, and my body was flowing right into the hands of Güneş very easily for me. I could visualize what I said in my brain, let myself in the gaps, went through the doors I created in my head, turn the pages as I felt each of the sad feelings, the life I felt, the more I felt bad, I could disseminate the energy from the places where I felt a bad emotion. My body gave me the answers I wanted. I made 3 sessions where I returned to my childhood, and saw my feet as a child’s feet. I realised the details that I didn’t think about, and this brought out the facts.
And we come to today. Now my mornings are invigorating, and I am the shield of peaceful energy. At work, I work happily, and I come home and have energy now to continue working for myself. The issues that I had remained undecided on, were not decided by me. I stop running back and forth, and I am stronger now. Most importantly, I am healthier and happier and it’s all because of you. Thank you for everything, Güneş Tan